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Saturday, July 23, 2005
alright.shoot me.

i went 4 e model interview without tellin my mum and dad abt it. i mean, dey were like sayin its a hoax, it cheats my money. but i was realli into it, so ya, i jus went 4 it..
wasnt too bad..got interviewed by a,ermm...., gay i suppose.. "he" had a lady body,but a guy voice...

so "he" told me dat instead of a portfolio, all i had 2 prepare was 188 bucks, den dey will make a CD 4 me..said it was cheaper and everythin..i didnt haf e cash, so i jus muttered i'll discuss further wif my parents..so i went off..

now im in a dilemma,i mean, i realli wanna try my hand in modellin-mus try everything wad- but at e same time,i mus overcome my parents!! its like, im being pulled by both sides. on one side is e model agency, on e other, my parents.

so idecided 2 make my own background checks on dis agency..hopefully, i'll be able 2 make a conclusion soon. hopefully.
nicky ♥ 9:48 PM
Project Superstar
oh...so sad, hagen got out at project superstar...

anyway,jus went 2 frien's blog...den soo funny,at e tag-board, i,ummm, saw my "hagen jia you.." tag at e tag-board, den after it, i saw soo many comments abt it..so wad who e hell is nic lah, hagen is soo gay lah, say hagen act cute lah... haiz.. i think i jus met some die-hard derrick-fans at her blog... but i still dont support dat derrick... he oso act cute wad...

went shoppin at heeren 2dae...soo funny, outside somerset mrt rite, i kenna talent-scouted by i models international.. said dat dey were lookin 4 models..so i gave them my number loh.. den my mum said dat dis type of things is bluff pple one... but i still made arrangements 4 an interview 2morrow afternoon...

anyway, normal sch is gonna resume liao!sian!
nicky ♥ 1:42 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
It's my life
nicky ♥ 12:55 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
Hmmm…decided to blog now..even though its like 11.12pm..

Many friens haf been asking me 2 blog, blog, blog…I guess dat im jus too lazy to blog sometimes!!

So my mid-year term tests r comin liao..in fact,deres e PoA test 2morrow!!but u noe wad, im not really caring abt it.. I mean, as long as I’ve done my best,I will haf no regrets!! (I jus sound like William hung)….

Anyway, I’m bloggin as im waitin 4 e results of e Project superstar!! Yes, u might say dat ive a test 2morrow, so y am I still watchin such shows??? Hehe…. Jus say dat it is a form of relaxation 4 me lah….

In case u’re wonderin,im supporting…陈孟奇!! Yup..its dat guy… ive seen him perform..he’s got e “x” factor lah.. as well as e “guan zhong yuan”…. anyway,dont say im gay or anything ok... i like gals one hor...

Well,dats all 4 me!
nicky ♥ 2:21 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
*note to self:blog more reguraly*

anyway,jus watched e live presentation of which country is gonna host 2012 Olympics..London won,although i was rootin for e romantic capital,Paris.. so how come e Brit capital won??

firstly, it fulfils the idea of the olympic spirit,dat all pple of all races should get together and celebrate e sports..london done it,by buildin the sports stadium and olympic village at e East End,where all e poorer pple lives...

oso, 3 other competitors haf all their own problem to sort out.. madrid could haf been a strong competitor,but lost due 2 e fact of e lack of accommodations.. moscow still have 2 sort out their security problems...and new york needs 2 haf better plannin!!

but 4 paris,perhaps dey lost due 2 e fact dat dey dont haf enough publicity.. london had beckham & tony blair, spain had her queen, and even moscow had putin in english.. but paris had onli their president..im not sayin dat its not gd..its jus not enough..

e final video presentations were oso veri gd,but london's had captured my vote.. their idea of using and showcasing e youth in europe chasing their sporting dreams was simply a novel,unique and magnificent way to display and show e spirit of e games dat e Olympics stood for..

so,let us all wait with bated breaths, as e Olympics 2012 draw ever closer to us.

as they say," London. Where magic happens."
nicky ♥ 9:28 PM