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contrary to wat i have said, 'mutterings of my life' will NOT be closed down after the 100th post. so there. :)
anyway, here;s a short bio abt me. issit a bio? well, i guess so..
7 random facts about me:
1} i wanna join project superstar!
2} i have a soft toy doggy at my desk and beside my bed. its my lucky charm!
3} im a recent jap-rock fan
4} i wanna dabble in cosplay!
5} i read teens and teenage. 'enuff said.
6} i can do a mean rendition of jue jiang by MayDay.
7} i read and tag on strangers' blogs. thats a veri bad habit...
7 things that scare me
1} nightwalks in realli ulu places
2} heights
3} balloons. thats terribly embarrasing.
4} losing everyone around me. (refer to prev post)
5} insomnia
6} losing my memory ala DMS in MG
7} falling down in public.
7 random music @ e moment.
1} 'Julia' by Leehom
2} Shen Qi by Stef Sun
3} Made in Heaven by Hyde
4} Forever Love by X Japan
5} I Need to Know by Marc Anthony
6} New World by L'arc en Ciel
7} Superwoman by Tao zhe
7 things i like the most
1} NO MORE PROJECTS!!!!!! :)
2} coffee at TCC!
3} Sparky!
4} the songs in my lappy
5} my novel
6} all my treasured friens
7} a backpacking trip!
7 things i say the most
1} "Yea right"
2} "...ba!"
3} "here we go again..."
4} "umm..."
5} "tian hei hei..."
6} "i wanna go home!"
7} "dad, can u fetch me?" haha. alright, i have been rather lazy lately and as such, have been pestering my dad for free rides home!! sorry dad!! :)
7 people to do this
1} chris
2} alex
3} audrey
4} aaron
5} zi qian
6} shawn
7} sydney |
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| nicky ♥ 10:41 PM |
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| it feels great to have friens who believe in u, and adults whom u can rely on. that's why its so dangerous, especially if u become used to it. someday u're bound to lose everything. everybody aroundu will be gone. then what r u left with? nothing. nothing... its so miserable. and its inevitable. i nvr want to deal with that again. i can't. even if it means being alone. |
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| nicky ♥ 11:03 PM |
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right, it is already 10.38pm when im writing this post. my cma's test is jus only another 48 hours or so away, and im not sounding pompous here, i think i shld be able to get an 'A' for it. keeping my fingers crossed though, :)
went to the dentist last week or so, found out my tooth was decaying. alright, to be honest, i haben been like, flossing... but i DID brush my teeth every night and morning, so im still guai! :)
saw a realli cool, emo-like balck shirt at queensway ystd, wanted to buy it, but i have no money le!! anyone who wants to donate to 'Save the Nicholas' fund?? donations of any amount above $10 will be greatly appreciated!!
what are u trying to do? |
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| nicky ♥ 10:32 PM |
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| my toothache acted up again. hurting very very very bad. but i dont wanna see the dentist, very scared!! ahaha, im jus procrastinating, will definitely see one in the coming week. *sigh. |
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| nicky ♥ 11:28 PM |
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"Happy are those who are prosecuted in the cause of rights; theirs is the kingdom of heaven"
is it really worth it to do all the right things, and get prosecuted for doin so? sometimes, i jus feel that life is so unfair. why mus things like that happen to me? why not to someone else? i might sound very evil by saying that, but c'm on, who wants to live a life that is so sucky? to make matters worse, i still have to deal with projects, tests to study for, syllabus to mug on... i jus feel like giving everything up sometimes.
but i noe that it is very foolish for me to do so. despite all the trials & tribulations that im goin through now, i noe that there is a rainbow waiting for me at the other side. i noe that even though the light at the end of the tunnel is veri dim, it is still there, and the nearer i get to it, the stronger it becomes. i just want the strength needed to complete my journey.
please, give me the strength to conitnue this journey. please. |
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| nicky ♥ 11:14 PM |
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may the fun-filled days last forever!
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| nicky ♥ 11:34 PM |
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"Life is a rollercoaster,
you've gotta ride along with it"
well, i mus say that i couldnt agree more with the statement! (sounds so much like a social studies answer. =.=) but seriously, the day seems to be filled with so many surprises that i can be happy and excited in the first hour, and by the time the next hour, i'll become sad, depressed, moody. interesting, isnt it? :)
on a lighter note, finally got back all my tests results le. rather pleased with my results, but somehow, my subjects which needs logical thinking killed me once again. oh wells. guess im better with dead numbers. :p
Test results, according to merit:-
CMA: 93.5/ 100
FMGT: 83/100
HRM: 78/100
BLAW: 76/100
well, at least i can safely say that being a lawyer is definitely a no-no for me then! anyways, looking forward to my dinner with S on friday, hope that she remembers to bring my prezzie!! alright, shall stop blogging already. mus slp early, recharge my batteries for tmr's battle!!!
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| nicky ♥ 11:04 PM |
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" to err is human, thou shall forgive and forget."
nine simple words uttered in the past. yet, issit that simple to forgive and forget, especially when one has done undesirable things towards you?
forgive and forget... it may sound simple and easy, but in reality, its jus so hard, so hard to really 'open' up your heart and forgive that person who has harmed u in any way, and to forget all of the bad things that had happened in the past. the mind is not something that we have much control over; we often tend to remember memories that we wish to forget; and on the other hand, we often forget memories that we wish to remember.
what happens when life deals you with a set of bad cards? do you simply throw it on the ground, and curse and swear about how unlucky you are? or do you grit your teeth, swallow your pride and move on? most would choose the first option, yours truly included. but fate is such a cruel master that she oftens make the first option become unavailable, or worse, available at a terrible price. |
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| nicky ♥ 11:25 PM |
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