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Saturday, September 30, 2006
damn cool video. love e music, love e video, love everything.

:)
nicky ♥ 12:01 AM
27 September 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
dad was talking to me abt BGR again ystd, after work. he was telling me, after spending ten yrs at an all boys school, surely now that i'm in poly where they are alot of gals, i would have a gf? i sort of chuckled at his qn; it is really wierd to be discussing such things with him- and c'm on, i'm not such a hormone-charged youngster to the extent of grabbing every single gal i see, no?

perhaps its in my character. i really like the phrase that Irvine Kineeas said in FF8: "Sharpshooters are lonely by nature. They do not release their feelings openly, but pour out of it into a single bullet and fire away." mebbe im like one: i do not display my emotions openly, but rather often keep them within myself. woah. goin all sentimental in today's post.

Lei's feeling down lately. oh wells, mus be be cos of her again. if u're reading this, lei, i jus wanna let u noe that i'll always support in yr decision. whether to jio her again or not, it's yr call. but i jus wanna say this, dont forsake yr A lvls. its yr crucial year hor, dont play play like last time during O lvls. :P

well, that shld be all for now. oh yes, remember to go look at my new story! its tentatively titled 'Light Years'. go see it! ciao!
nicky ♥ 6:59 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 6 people to play this game too.

How are you feeling today? Lost heaven by LARC
Will u get far in life? Tian Hui by S.H.E.
How do yr friens see u? Trust by LARC
Will u get married? Mission by Hyde (my long term mission lar.)
What is yr best friens theme song? Shen Qi by Stefanie Sun. (so ironic!)
What is the story of yr life? Julia by LeeHom (lol, will my gal be called Julia??)
Wat was sec sch like? Dolly by Hyde (hmm, i didnt noe anyone called Dolly leh..)
Wat is the best things abt yr friens? Everytime we touch by cascada (HMM)
Wat is in store this weekend? Loved Woman by Kelly Poon (lol!)
What song describes u? Hero by Marah Carey (haha. YEAH!!)
To describe yr grandparents? As one by LARC
Wat song will they play at yr funeral? Existence by LARC (woah. so happening ah.)
How does the world see u? Yong Qi by Liang Jingru (one who has alot of it hopefully?)
Will u have a happy life? Wont give up by 5566 (yeah. i wont give up in watever i do!)
Wat do yr friens really think of u? Shou Hou by 5566
Do pple secretly lust after you? Champagne for Real friends by Fall Out Boy
How can i make myself happy? Superwoman by David Tao (lol. i go and find one ah?)
Wat shouldi do with my life? Ni na mei ai ta by Li Sheng Jie
Will u ever have children? Killing me by LArC.

Chris, alex, ruth, Emily, tj, yida
nicky ♥ 10:04 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
yay!! finally, after countless sessions of practices (ok, im jus exaggerating, its jus a few saturdays burnt), the imf is finally over and done with.

my role during it was jus lik an ambassador; basically, to welcome guests and help them wif the registration, as well as ensuring that they did not bring some unforbidden things like you-know-wat.. but, its damn sian and tiring, especially when u have to stand up and grin like some idiotic person for five hrs straight. made some freins though, so i was spending more time chatting away than doin my job. =.= oh, but the fireworks were amazing! had skived off my duties jus to watch it; i tell u, its beautiful! shall upload some pics of it and the whole place.
nicky ♥ 8:55 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
came across this realli cool mag when i was at esplanade for my imf training a few days ago.. there's this interview which i had envisioned myself doing it, so here goes! (btw, the mag's called JUICE, available at the Mrs Fields cookie shop. and i was not slacking, mind you, i went there only after the whole training was over. :)

5 Quick Qns

1)What's the first thing you would do in the morning? lol, this is a trick qn. OPEN YOUR EYES!!
2) What sandwich feeling would you be? BLT or club sandwich, cos its not so commonly available, but its not so rare as well.
3) What did you collect when you were a kid? soft toys!!!
4) What's the wiredest thing under yr bed? Nuthin, seriiously.
5) What celeb would u be? Brad Pitt!! haha, im training up to be fitter now, so he's a good role model. :)

on a side note, im feeling all sore and stiff after ystd's siong dragon boat training. MUST PERSIST!!!
nicky ♥ 9:48 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
have been neglecting this blog for a week or so le, mebbe i shld blog once every week, make this something like 8-Days or i-weekly or something, :)

finally got a pt job at the office le, wif no thanks to eeu. a promise was made to find a job tgt, but eeu ended up getting yr own job, fine. ok. no comments.

i realli am veri tired of all these backstabbing/betrayals/whatever shit i face nowadays, its like my life is like a continuous Survivr episode or sth. i'm realli veri tired already. i dont have the energy to go on and continue fighting this endless battle which is stupid, which is meaningless, which is, i dont noe how to sae it lar. im jus so pissed off rite now.

i have decided le. from now on, im not gonna give a bloody damn abt r/s anymore. i have given up hope on these le. freindships? yeah right, find me a true blue frien in sch first, before i can start to talk abt friendships. it makes me think of a phrase.

"its always better to rely on yourself than on others. one day, your friends, your familes will all leave you alone. and then wat do you do?"

true, im gonna rely on myself now. im not gonna rely on anyone else in the future alr. i have lost faith in the world.

goodbye.
nicky ♥ 11:10 PM
Quix
Friday, September 01, 2006
have been asked/tasked/sabo-ed by shan to do this quiz. nvr, as long as i can sabo/task/ask other ppl to do, its fine by me!! haha, so bad hor. :p

1. Answer all the qns.
2. Get 7 other pple to do it!

Qns.
1) Breakfast or dinner? breakfast, especially one by the pool side, with freshly squeezed OJ!
2) East or west? Born and bred in singapore, definitely the east!
3) PEcs or butt? LOL. no comment!! :p
4) Sunrise or sunset? sunset of course; i cant wake up so early to watch the sunrise, although i heard there are very beautiful. anyways. on with the qns.
5) Pop or rock? i'm a recent j-rock fan, so ROCK ON, DUDE!!
6) Cash or credit? much as i like to flash my visa/DBS card, i would have to say cash.
7) Wine or beer? LOL. wine ba.
8)Love or money? haha, this is a very tough qn... i want both!!
9) Dogs or cats? definitely a golden retriever!
10) Drive or driven? drive! i wanna enjoy the way the wind brushes across my face when im speeding down a country side road or a beach road!!
11) Janurary or December? hmm, december ba, cos there's christmas!!
12) Summer or winter? winter, since i have never tried it before...
13) Horror or romance? lol, thats easy, romance of course!
14) dress up or dress down? hehe, depends on my mood for the day or the circumstaces or my programmes. usually, its dress down.
15) lemon or lime? Lime of course!

7 pple to do it: alex, ruth, chris, evelyn, yida, jan, tj

thanks!!
nicky ♥ 3:23 PM