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Makes Me Wonder
Sunday, June 29, 2008
RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
PS: Choose 4 frens to do it too!! [phoebe, yujie, munying, tricia]

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
走火入魔(丁当&阿信).[ahaha!!! what on earth that someone trying to do wor. ;)]

2.How would you describe yourself?
我 live(五月天).[hmmm.]

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
Inconsoleable (Backstreet Boys).[jialat lar, liddat. my stead inconsoleable i not cham liao. :x]

4.How do you feel today?
Touch My Body(Mariah Carey).[touch my body, throw me onto yr bed....]

5.What is your life's purpose?
Don't Let Me Go (Zion demo).[hmm, dun let who go?]

6.What is your motto?
知足 '07最知足版 (五月天).[Right..]

7. What do your friends think of you?
Chi Niao(F.I.R.).[i dunno wad is chi niao leh. humming bird ah?]

8. What do you think of your parents?
爱的王道(Farenheit).[Lol. narnia ah, 王道 somemore]

9.What do you think about very often?
L-O-V-E(JJ Lin Jun Jie).[:)]

10.What is 2 + 2?
挣扎(Nicholas Teo).[TWO PLUS TWO still mus 挣扎 meh.]

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Nine in the Afternoon (Panic! In the disco).[Har?! LOL.]

12.What do you think of the person you like?
发现爱 (林俊杰/金莎.)[HMMM.]

13.What is your life story?
The Luckiest (Ben Folds)[woahhhh. 4D also nvr lemme strike.]

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Anywhere(Evanescence)[how vague..]

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I Can Feel(Hyde).[first touch my body, now i can feel. LOL.]

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Greatest (S Club).[The song so calm how to dance to..]

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Have You Ever (S Club).[ok lar, the song quite nice and soothing.]

18.What is your hobby/interest?
摩托車日記 live (五月天).[haha. not really. although my laptop wallpaper is Ducati motorbike.]

19.What is your biggest fear?
Intro (FIR).[haha. quite true. me quite afraid of presentations de. but bo bian poly mus do lotsa presentations. :x]

20.What is your biggest secret?
好朋友(Show Luo zhi Xiang).[hmmmm. i haf a mass murderer as my gd fren. SHH.]

21.What do you think of your friends?
我的骄傲(Joey Yung).[awwwwwww.]

22.What will you post this as?
Makes me Wonder (Maroon 5)[ee so boring song].

23.What song would you play while having sex?
超喜欢你 (Farenheit).[Wth the song so cheerful how to sex. LOL. its a nice song tho..]
nicky ♥ 10:26 PM
Why I Haven't Been Blogging....
Thursday, June 26, 2008

nicky ♥ 10:53 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1) Have you given your first kiss away? Yup.
2) Where is the place that you want to go the most? anywhere and everywhere.
4) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?........ that dream :)..
5) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Yupp, got see some before.
6) Who/What are you afraid to lose the most now?..
7) Where has question 3 gone to? Ehhhh. where ah? *innocent smile
8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? lol. this survey v qian bian leh.
9) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? *sighs at survey
10) Which type of person do you hate the most?People who don't keep their word. People who say they would do something when they didn't even bloody have it in mind. yupp.
11) What is your ambition? Nat Geo/Conde Nast journalist. or Squaresoft..
12) If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? Point out to me baa. Just do it. Who cares if I get hurt, hah. chang tong bu ru duan tong.
13) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?hmm. family ba. :)
14) Are you a shopaholic or not? hahaha. when I start, I can't stop until I go penniless :x
15) If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? Probably trusting others too easily baa..Believing in people too much..
16) What do you usually do at home?nua lor. surf web. blog. watch dvd.
17) Any weird habits or quirks? I'm lazy to name em..
18) What would you be doing if you were not taking this quiz?hmmm. nua. stone in front of lappy.
19) What happened at 7pm yesterday?eating dinner, i think. forgot le. :x
20) What do you feel like doing now mostly?.. I'm hungry.. And I mean it..
8 people I tag:
1. I'm
2. not
3. so
4. mean
5. so
6. I'll
7. tag
8. noone!
nicky ♥ 10:31 PM
random ramblings
Thursday, June 19, 2008
BKK trip + KL pics will be uploaded this weekend!!!

haf been busy with work nowadays; so by the time i go back home, too shagged to do anything except vegetate in front of the tv. :)

was talking with KY last night.. wad she said really made sense..

it's no use to look at the past and regret on the decisions we once made..
instead, we shld look at the present and cherish what we haf right now..
becos the future looks so uncertain;
we don't know what it might hold.

:)
nicky ♥ 9:27 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
gonna upload my BKK pics soon.. tmr night, okies? meanwhile, enjoy a short preview of a story that i wrote on my way to bkk... wrote the entire thing on the plane ride there, edited it on the way back. enjoy!

Edit: ok, blogger apparently doesn't like me. they removed all the styles that i used in the story. so i've saved the link for the story instead.

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2515771/1/Raye_the_teenage_vampire

read and comment!!

:)
nicky ♥ 10:18 PM
Bangkok- City of Angels

hello all!!!!
jus touch down last night ard 11plus,
so v v vv shagged now.
will collate the pics of BKK trip and update soon!
and please tag!!!
til then!
nicky ♥ 9:38 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
1. What was the connection between you and the last person that called you? he's my poly classmate!
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?yuppp. at night when i sleep lorr. :)
3. What happened at 10.00am today?printing stuff.
4. When did you last cry? hmm, can i not say??(:
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?Waffles!!!
6. What do you want in your life right now? *look away and start blushing*
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood? hood ba. :p
8. What is the favourite thing to have on your bed?IKEA dragon soft toy :)
9. What bottoms are you wearing now? my esprit jeans.
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox says?hmm.. its a chinese msg lar, so hard to type it out here (:
11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? LOL! erm, I have no idea...
12. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?nope, i returned the tee le..
13. What was the last movie you went to see?woah seh.. I can't remember.. Die hard??
14. What are you proud of? Mirrors.
15. What does the oldest txt msg in your inbox says?"ok then"
16. What was the last song you sang out loud? My Immortal.
17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?bitch. slut.
18. What does the last received text msg say? Who was it from?"sigh 5 plus i think" - jason.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?11pm+
20. Are you currently happy? hmmmmmm
21. Who gives you the best advice? lol. everyone ba, i guess
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? eeyer..
23. Who did you talk on the phone with last night?Nobody baa. (:
24. Is something bugging you right now? (:
25. What/ who was the last thing that made you laugh?haha. PY & chee seng.
26. Do you wear toe socks?Nope. But I just got black ones and white ones.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? my mum's office :x.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?..
29. What annoys you in a person? hmmm. bad character ba, IMO.
30. Do you have a crush on someone? Lol.. The answer to this question is so obvious.
31. Have you ever done cocaine? !!
32. What is your room colour?Light blue.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? Nope.
34. Do you believe in the saying " talk is cheap? "? hmm, to a certain extent, yes.
35. Who was the last person to lay on your bed?-.- me lar
36. Who was the last person to hug you?:D
37. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kiss?LOL. NO! :x
38. Do you have a life? *breathes
39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didnt? No. But my computer died dunno how many times le.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?...
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams? hahaha. i dun rmbr my dreams de.
42. Last time you smiled? :D
43. Have you changed this year?.. Maybe. for better or for worse, its up to u ppl to say. :P
44. What are you listening to right now? Love Story. Fan Yi Chen.
45. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? manying.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or close?When I just wake up, closed.
47. Is there a quote you live by? Nope..
48. Do you want someone you cant have?........................ LOL.
49. Have you ever played an instrument? got.. sec sch music lessons sure haf de ma.
50. Whats the worst idea you have had this week? lame project ideas :p
51. What do you think is the most attractive abt the opposite sex?-_-
52. Are you happy with your love life right now? :)
53. What song describe your love life? go see the mv i uploaded
54. Does the person you like know you like him/her?(: hmm.
55. Are you going to tell the person you like that you like him? hmmm.
56. Do you speak any other languages other than english? mandrin is one of them.. lazy to name.
57. Are you a blonde? no.
58. Who always makes you laugh? lol.. ermmm.
59. What are you doing tmr?BKK holiday!!.
60. Who is your best friend? alot wor. M3, FOS.
61. Who will you choose to die with? i don't want to drag people down my grave.
62. Where have you been today? holland v.
63. What games do you play often?now? none.
64. Who are you missing right now? (:
65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose? friends. definitely.
66. What are you doing right now? Doing your stupid survey duh.
67. Which primary school are you from? cat high.
68. What emotion do you like to show?:p. =.=
69. Do bestfriends mean a lot to you? DUH.
70. If you have something troubling you, what would you do? fret.
71. Who did you chat with in msn today? munying, ruth, glenn
72. Which model of phone do you use? Nokia N81..
73. Which month are you born in?novemember.
74. How are you feeling right now?sleepy.
.75. What is the time now?(GMT+8) 1445
76. Where are you now? study
77. What colour did you use to dye your hair? dark brown
78. Do you have contact lens? yupp!
79. Which country do you like the most?Japan and Switzerland
80. Do you believe in life after death?Maybe.
Instructions: Remove one question from the above, and add in your own personal question, then tag ten people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. notify them in their tagbox that he/she has been tagged.
tagging ar.er..anyone.
nicky ♥ 1:51 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008

the bag's packed!
nicky's leaving for BKK on saturday and will only be back on monday night!
cya peeps!
nicky ♥ 9:12 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone


These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase


When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me


These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase


When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
nicky ♥ 3:01 PM