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Monday, August 10, 2009
Tong: So, Mew, how have you been?

Mew: Fine. Playing my music is fun.

Tong: But you are alone. Aren't you lonely?

Mew: Frighteningly lonely.

Tong: What do you mean? "Frighteningly lonely"?

Mew: It's like when we were younger, we were so lonely because we didn't have alot of friends.
And now that we are grown up, loneliness seems, just so much worse.

Tong: Why is it so bad for you?

Mew: I don't know how to explain it. It started during the summer when I was in 8th Grade.
Papa took grandma somewhere for several days.
And the day when she came back...

It's not easy at all, because the longer my grandma is gone the more I miss her.

So I have one question:
If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to hand it the one day when we are separated?
And, if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?
At the same time, I was also wondering. Is it possible that, we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all?

That's my loneliness.
I have lived with it now for 5 years, I know just how bad loneliness feels.
I fear it will continue to get worse.

Tong: Mew... (reaches out arm towards Mew)

Mew: (leans towards Tong)
nicky ♥ 11:11 PM