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Thursday, September 07, 2006
have been neglecting this blog for a week or so le, mebbe i shld blog once every week, make this something like 8-Days or i-weekly or something, :)

finally got a pt job at the office le, wif no thanks to eeu. a promise was made to find a job tgt, but eeu ended up getting yr own job, fine. ok. no comments.

i realli am veri tired of all these backstabbing/betrayals/whatever shit i face nowadays, its like my life is like a continuous Survivr episode or sth. i'm realli veri tired already. i dont have the energy to go on and continue fighting this endless battle which is stupid, which is meaningless, which is, i dont noe how to sae it lar. im jus so pissed off rite now.

i have decided le. from now on, im not gonna give a bloody damn abt r/s anymore. i have given up hope on these le. freindships? yeah right, find me a true blue frien in sch first, before i can start to talk abt friendships. it makes me think of a phrase.

"its always better to rely on yourself than on others. one day, your friends, your familes will all leave you alone. and then wat do you do?"

true, im gonna rely on myself now. im not gonna rely on anyone else in the future alr. i have lost faith in the world.

goodbye.
nicky ♥ 11:10 PM