我想,
我该对你说声抱歉,
要不是有人或事伤了我,
我不会记得 有你在守候,
等待着, 为我疗伤…

to someone who knows who you are...
if u're reading my blog...
i guess i owe u one...
better to say it now b4 i go off for my oiap...
yeah.

anyways,
the preparations are goin on rather smoothly.
bought many barang barang le,
shampoo, moisturizer, T3 & 02 Skin
(haha, hao duo dou dou no more!)
sweaters, cardigans, even that thingy which jay wears in secret

many people asked me,
what r my feelings abt goin for such a long time.
"Would i miss my family?
my friends?
my house?
all the material comforts that i enjoyed?
the unofficial status as prince at home?"

well, i suppose there has to be a time when i grow older and more mature
despite my many misgivings,
my many objections,
my fears, worries,
i guess there has to be a time whereby i have to grow up,
one way or another.
so,
i guess i have to treat this as a learning experience ba.
one that would, hopefully,
prepare me mentally for that dreaded 2 yrs thingy.
shucks.

have farewells slated for the entire weekend le.
but somehow,
i feel very odd goin for these farewells.
make me feel as if i'm going away for good.
choy choy!
shall treat this as a lonnnggggg holiday-cum-working trip ba.
haven been to shanghai anyways.
nor stayed at (or even worked at)
XX company.
[teacher says cannot anyhow say the place where i'm working at,
later kena sued or dunno wad.
so i use XX company lorx. :P]

and to A,
dun worrie,
i wun talk to u in that chinese accent when i come back.
i still haf my angmoh blood in me, okie.
:)

but to loyal readers of my blog,
whoever u are,
thanks.
i shall continue posting my blog entries whenever i get the chance to
i shall rant abt XX company,
abt XX's supervisors, mgrs & what have u.
5 months.
5 months before i head back home,
hopefully,
more mature,
more cool,
and yet,
still the same old me.

alright,
shall stop blogging.
a long post today.
:)