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Saturday, August 22, 2009
i'm sorry.

i know that i've been acting like a jerk, always being sian whenever you bring me out to meet your friends, when we go out drinking/clubbing on friday or saturday nights, when you just wanna have fun and de-stress after a long work week and when i just want to hide under the comfort of my own balnket and sleep my worries, my stress away.

i try my best to accept your friends, be it that they are people whom i hate back in poly, i try to give them a second chance; be it that they do not respect us and our status, i try to ignore their snide and sarcarstic comments and leave it up to you to handle them; be it that they say bad things about my back, i keep quiet about it, and leave it to you to believe them or me.

but not to say that it's all bad; i did have my fun and laughter with some of your friends; the JB trip with K & J was one of the best overseas trips I had with my friends; common interests like cosplay have brought me and your friends closer too; and even going to zirca have not only opened my eyes to new clubbing venues in singapore, enlarged my social circle, facebook friends & msn lists, but opened me to all kinds of people and their diverse personalities.

it's been almost two months since u said 'yes' at the queensway macdonalds;and of course, there has been ups and downs in our time tgt- we've known our strengths and weaknesses; our flaws and our strengths; our idiosyncracies and our peeves; but through it all, we've managed to get through all of those with our perserverance and each other. You've lent me your shoulders to lean on when i was down and emo; i was there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on.

so no matter what other people say, what other people do, deep down inside, i'll always be there for you.
nicky ♥ 9:43 PM